My fix

My fix,
man I need you quick.
It has only been a hour, yet I'm going through withdrawals,
and the pain from these symptoms are unbearable.
When did I get to this point?
Where I need my fix to indulge in a high,
which gets me spinning around getting like I can fly.
I, I, I, I need you, it, my fix, and quick!
Without it my heart hurts, and I break out into a sweat.
Someone suggested rehab, but I have no regrets.
But right now i need it cause I'm going insane.
I need this fix and quick!
Cause right now I can't eat, I can't sleep, i can't think, I can't blink.
I can't talk, mane look at me I can barely breath.
I need to satisfy this craving.
This craving that my soul yearns for.
Just my fix, nothing less nothing more.
And I need it quick!
My family tried to intervene,
 but nothing they could say or do could keep me from my addiction.
I just need to get alone, ugh who cares who's watching?
Not me!
So I release myself and let my fix in.
I sigh in relief as you travel through my fingers and down to my toes.
Enter through my nose and reaches my soul.
I am at peace and I admit that I'm an addict.
You are my harmony and together we are perfect.
Oh, oh, oh my fix,
when I need you I need you quick!
I'm grateful to have you, to have discovered you, to be able to feel you.
I can't explain what you do to me.
I just know that you, my fix, you, DANCE, are my drug and I am addicted.

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